The 35-year-old added that since Collins big reveal, she has had little communication with him. “As I tell this story, it has been several weeks since he told me his news and he has made no further time to talk, despite saying he would do so. I am sad that the media seems to be a higher priority. I hope this changes in the coming weeks, as I value open dialogue more than anything.”
Carolyn Moos Rumors
Moos said after Collins broke off their engagement, she blamed herself. “What I have learned is that my mistake was in thinking, ‘What did I do wrong?’ I did nothing wrong. I was true to myself. I understand now that you can never truly know what’s going on in the mind of another person, no matter how well you think you know them.”
Before NBA star Jason Collins revealed he was gay, he was engaged to Carolyn Moos. In the latest issue of Cosmopolitan, Moos shares how she was shocked to find out the man she dated for eight years had called off their wedding because he was gay. “The day Jason canceled the wedding was surreal. It was July of 2009, and he had just returned home from a road trip with his twin brother, Jarron… He told me, ‘You may want to sit down. ’ I loved this man deeply,” Moos told the magazine. “His words didn’t make sense to me, and they hit me hard, freezing my heart. ‘I’m just not sure,’ he said. There were no tangible reasons, no explanations.” Moos said she only found out the truth in April, when Collins came out to her on the same day an article revealing he was gay hit newsstands nationwide. “Reporters zoomed in on me, thrusting my name into the news. My inbox exploded with emails from women saying the same thing had happened to them. I’m sharing what I’ve learned from my experience in hopes that it might help others.”
She shared the news on her personal website: “Carolyn will be writing a book as she reflects on her recent life events about her former fiance. She welcomes submitted questions from the public about what they would like to hear more on given topics that were discuss at the surface level in the interviews. Send your questions to email@example.com and Carolyn will review all of them as she begins to write.”
More details about Jason Collins’ compelling personal story may be headed to print. The NBA vet sparked a media storm by revealing he is gay in the May 6 issue of Sports Illustrated, and now his former fiancee, Carolyn Moos, says she is penning a book about her experiences with him.
Carolyn — who’s back on the hunt for Mr. Right — tells us, “It’s very emotional for me as a woman to have invested 8 years in my dream to have a husband, soul mate, and best friend in him. So this is all hard to understand.” She adds, “I care about [Jason] tremendously and only want the best for him. I want Jason to be happy for a lifetime and stay true to who he really is, inside and out.”
The woman who was once engaged to NBA star Jason Collins tells TMZ, she had NO CLUE he was gay at the time of their relationship … in fact, she only found out last weekend … and she was floored. Carolyn Moos (who played a few seasons in the WNBA) dated Collins for seven years and was engaged to him until they broke up in 2009 … after Collins pulled the plug on their wedding.